Pa, I miss you and I love you. Mom is okay, we are holding it together. The girls miss you. What I miss most is walking in the house, looking at you in the chair. I ask you what you doing, and you would always say waiting on me. I miss you so much, Doug. I know we had our ups and downs but i really wish you could of held on. but its gonna be okay. i am having a really hard time. You were my best friend. We always took our Sunday Rides.. I love you. Til I see you again.....Brando.. PS why did you leave us with that retarded Dog? and Goldie,, really Pa?I miss you so much